Just heard that my cousin fracture both his knee quite badly,perhaps he need an operation too.Floor ball training so tough?Anyway Amos i hope you recover soon.Nothing means more to an athletic then a fit and healthy body.Anyway i meet Brian the other day to play basketball and well i think that was my best ever performance since the day i join Qtss basketball team.I mean i have not been training consistently since 0 level and being able to score so many goals while playing with him was something that i'm proud of.I'm not boasting that i can play well dispute not attending many training but what i just want to say is "without high expectation and pressure,i can play better".I can truthfully say that my 5 years in Qtss team was rather a struggle to me as a player.

I feel the pressure from the coaches and constantly i need to push myself to do better,so each time when i fail to improve i began to doubt my ability.During sec 1 when i joined the team,i was so confidence of my playing style and the passion in me was so strong.However as time goes by i fail to develop into a better player.Perhaps in technical and game reading wise i did improve but in other areas i can only see myself getting worst.As time goes by the passion faded because i was unable to do well and Anna words did really make me reflect as a player.In sec 5 i was playing for the team's sake and not because i have the passion.However when i played with brian it feels different,there is no pressure and i play the game because i love basketball and not because i was force to.There is an old saying "you can only do well only if you have the passion".However i still remember what Anna said before,"move as if you are water but play like fire is burning in your heart".Brian said perhaps not having a basketball team in my school is a blessing to me.