gggg

Whats wrong with me?

I don't know either,i thought the paper was tough?!Well maybe thats only the case for me.I guess i i thought to highly about my own ability,i always thought getting A1 was within my reach.Maybe i expect to much from my dumb brain,she expected to much from me either.I was never smart.When pressure are on me i can't deliver the sort of result which you think i can get.SUCK!I know grumbling now is not right,people always say move on with life,what done is done.However the point is "thats never the case"when you are the one who don't perform well.You get emo once in a while when you don't do well.Agree?Morever i screw up my only A1.The feeling is a thousand times more cruel then you don't pass your paper.The feeling of failing papers and not doing up to expectation is different.The hardest part if not passing exams but to maintain and continue to do well.When you don't,you starts to doubt your own ability.

Even Jia jun said the paper was easy,well maybe i really should find a cliff and jump off.Mandy said don't give up but well AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Mum asked me this question which left me wide open and speechless."How much confidence do you have to put that A into your pocket"?

ME:Speechless..silents

Mum:You didn't screw another paper again did you?

Me:Silent

Mum:Unbelievable!