Always look on the bright side?This was what wayne often says but well wayne i CAN'T!Everything seems so real right now..i don't know what to do,what to say and what to expect for next.Cry next?Too cruel,too amusing,too unfair.Maybe if his in singapore now i can have someone to pour out my sorrows with but well right now his at a far away place.Let the tears drip and let if flow.

Its the truth that life aint fair but don't people deserve something when they have given their best?Why is it always that the people who do the stuff will have to bear full responsiblity of whatever that goes wrong?I mean it sounds soo amusing aint it?Shouldn't it be fair?Don't the society always credit those that work hard and excell?Right now its the total opposite,i mean people i'm really sick a couple of days ago and i really don't see a point why i have to fake!I gave my very best in the things i have done yet this aint the ending i want to see.Truly i want to say i'm utterly dissapointed,i'm on the verge of breakng down.I'm tired,really really tired.There's to much things for me to deal with,i can't cope with it,there's a limit to how much i can take.Family problem,0 level,crappy work i have to do but credit don't belongs to me.

I need a breathing space!I'm going to break down soon!