Have you ever came across a point in life where you had to make a important decision?A decision that wasn't easy and it will means you have to sacrifice something in return?Our life is made up of the decisions that we make everyday and everyone of them affects your day,your life and even your future.Isn't this to scary?What if you regret later on if the decisons you made earlier on was not what you really want.Its a nightmare isin't it?

S0metimes i just wish i had this abilty to predict what happen if i make certain decisions that i aint sure of either.I chance upon Khei's blog today and i saw coach tagging on her tagboard.I don't know what happen to the team but i think coached said something that made them cry.I read each of her blog post and i realise that her love for basketball and the team is something that i can never understand.Its called "true love"for basketball.I can't help but feel gulity about leaving them in a lurch,i choose dto sacrifice them and my love for basketball for a option of studying.I don't know which of them will bring me further in life but i know for now i have no choice but to study.Basketball will still be my love,my hobby,my passion and part of life.They deperately wants to win,do coach proud and also show DAvid that we do not depend on the guys team for survival.Their determination and love for the game is something that i respect them for.I did not attend a single training and i guess i won't be allow to play in the tournament even if i want.My skills are like shit and i am in no position to tell her i hope to play in the game.Its embarassing to ask her for a chance and morever its unfair to the girls even if coach let me play.Saying sorry is just an excuess and most probaly now my best bet is studying.Mum won't allow me to return to the team ,teachers won't encourage me to devote time to it,teamates might not even accept my returns and most importantly its impossible that coach will agree.

Prelims coming soon and right now i'm still thinking of basketball.I'm silly aint i?