Fenellin is a human,with real flesh and blood.Since i'm a human this means that i have feelings,i do feel angry and i do show my anger.I'm not a mediacorp actor i can't act as if nothing had happen simply becuase thats human nature.Of course when you are angry you will show your anger be it just giving a black face.My english ain't fantastic with those nice phrase an idiom just to be sacastic in a nice way.I can't and i don't know how with my limited english.I show my true colour when i am angry,i am not soooo thermal plastic.Nothing can ever be the same i had lost faith,sadly but truly.The word trust is not going to appear in my dictionary,not now, not later,never.No matter how i explain to others now,nobody will listen simply because they had been brain washed."Listening to one side of a story is insufficent but often humans judge a person just from another persons word.Even without knowing whats the true story and whose truly at fault.I did not say i am perfect,i never am and i am never going to be.All i can say is"my conscious is clear and i have nothing to fear".