I have 101 things on hand to do but i am here?Simply because Fenellin is lazy!Haha yes and i admit to that,probaly it will cause me my 0 level if i continue at this rate.I don't know why i am so less motivated even though i know its only 6 more months to 0 level.Everyone has been saying."you have come this far don't give up now".Looking at the Tourism course intake was like a mirror reflection for me,i can imagine how devasted i will be like if i fail 0 level and end up in ITE.!11 was the cut off point,i was feeling rather upset when i saw it as i know its like totally impossible for me to do that.Maybe you can say it is possible but look at the fenellin now,her lack of determination and poor attitude towards studies.Can a average student ever succeeded in going into that course?Well maybe not,as my heart sank even greater when i read about the straits time article about average student finding it tough to enter poly.NA stream kids have often been labelled as average students and i guess i have also got use to people calling us the less capable group.In the past in doesn't matter or i try to deny.However i guess i have to admit for now.My english is deteriorating and i have to think a long time to type each of the phrases that i want to express to the best of my abilty,to make it as vivid as possible for each individual to imagine.I only got a 13/25 for my summary,its extremly saddening and dissapointing.I don't know what when wrong and i am afraid i will do badly in english 0 level.Getting a c6 or c5 is like smashing a piece of cake right into my face,passing is not enough.However the worst thing is that i really can't find the same sort of motivation as before!How,how ,how?!