So lets begin with a good news and thats we won SMSS in yesterday's tournament.The girls deserve the credit though we made alot of wrong passes.I fouled them 3 times even before 3rd quater,pratically because i was nervous and was retard in reaction.I was always slower when they want to cut in and in the end i fouled her.Sigh..Coach was furious with that and i am sorry..deserved to be scolded.This year SMSS is alot weaker then the previous batch and maybe thats why we won.

Lady luck was on our side.If you ask if we derserve to win,my answer will be a huge NO.Yes i am happy we won but i don't deny that we won it byluck.They nearly caught up on us by just a 1 point difference in the last quater.I stare at the score when they score the ball,i was thinking..oh shit die die die le.I don't know why but i feel that actually teams this year are much weaker yet we can't win and morever none of the team play man to man defence which is my weakest part.By right i should have play better yet,i don't feel that tired or breathless after each match compare to last year.Is it i am slacking to much?I used to run and work like mad on the court yet this year i feel pretty relaxed with those running.What i cannot deny is i am not used to playing with the team and also the position.Though people expect quite a bit from me in terms of rebound because of my height,yet the fact is FENELLIN CAN'T JUMP HIGH!The two things i am proud of yesterdays match is i manage to slam the ball away from two person when they do a shotting or so called slow motion layout,saved a layup when i was caught in a man to man layup situation.I was the defender and while running i told myself i must stop this ass hole from getting the ball in,many things run through my mind like a flash player.I remember coach advise to stand in a firm and stable position and i remember POHCHAI teaching and GARY'S teaching.Thats "don't move while in a man to man situation,let them them bang you rather then you let the ball in.I know with my size i will fly for sure but i don't give a damn about it when i saw the girl's face.Get that bitch down,i told myself and silly enough i stand like a wood block down at the lane.She charged straight into me and i stare right at her eyes,we made some eye contact before she slams right into me before the ball hit the ring and MISSED!Huge relieved for me,redem myself from the embarassement of getting foul out.HENG ARH!

Anyway yes it will all end here and to the girls who will play in the loser's cup.All the best.

PS:To those who got injured yesterday and today.Especially to weiyi,kenny and huishan,take care.