The Big Day!

Dec 18,2pm at school hall.

Release of N Level Results.

One word that all I can keep thinking of now is the word Nervous. Is the only word that can describe what I’m feeling right now. I don’t even know what I am thinking let alone writing this post.I'm listening to the song "True"by Ryan Canbera repeateadly just to calm myself down since its a slow and smoothing song.In a couple of hours time i'm going to face one of the biggest obstacles in my secondary school life and also at the same time be present with another challenge in the next phrase of my life.

Life is like running a long distance hurdle race.Requiring the essential stamina,never giving in spirit and most of all the neccessary preserverance that will brings us further into the race.We have to pace oursleves well in it in order not to be breathless while running the competitive race.We constanly need to clear the hurdle in front of us in order to move on.At times we do fail clearing the hurdles,we hit the hurdles,we fall hard,we bleed and we feel the pain.The pain is excruicateing and unbearable however in this race we are not given a chance to foreit.No one can always be there to lend us a helping hand when we fall,we can only depend on our own mental ability to get up and complete the race.The scar will always be there but that will also serves as a learning point in order for us not to make the same mistake again in the race.At this point we might think the race is over for us,we are not going to win,we never will and it can never be possible.Life is never the way we want them to be, certain things we want them to be RIGHT, it'll never be right, things we want WRONG, will never be wrong.The key to winning is have faith in youself,a good runner might not neccessary win the race if they don't have the correct mentailty and motivation.Keep trying and never quit.Quitters never win and winners never quit.Its a quote by a well known singaporean body builder,i read it just once on the newspaper and it never leave my mind.Never give up unless you drop dead.Whatever the results maybe after the race does not matter.If you win its bonus,if not it does not matter at all.Winning aint everything,what's important is that you manage to complete the race and also giving your best in it.

Whatever it is later on be it good or bad,i had done the best i could in it.Even if i'm giving a chance to revert back time i will not make any changes at all.

God bless all of us...